It is no wonder I am the black sheep of the family. Again I am going to be evicted. And this time the slum lord doesnt have to go to court as it is a week by week rent. I cant get the $150 up. And around here if you live on the streets you go to jail for vagrants. I can't wait I wont have to worry about anything. I can stay away from my family as I am useless to them. My sister and brother dont want me around anyway. I was always told if you treat others good and if you try to the right thing things work out. But that is wrong too. I am going to end up worse off than my mother did. Even though I kept trying. I will work today and then hopefully the feeling in my chest will put me where mom is. I am tired of trying to do right. I think maybe it will be better for everyone if I just lay it down. Sorry if I am bringing anyone down on this crappy christmas. It will not be my favorite holiday ever again. And I doubt if I ever will be the same after all this. I am going on 60 and am tired of trying. Sorry shouldnt bring you all down to. Forget it sorryagai
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- 22.12.2008 @ 14:17:05
I am so sorry to hear you are in so much pain.. I hope things turn around for you soon.
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- 22.12.2008 @ 16:49:37
Your post makes me feel so sad Free and I know from your posts that you have had a bad year. I pray that things turn around for you.
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- 22.12.2008 @ 19:25:23
Oh Free !!! (((hugs ))) I so sorry to hear this. You've been doing a lot of moving around. It sounds a nightmare of a situation. I am sending you my angels and all the good vibes I can muster. The miracle will happen. DO what you can, ask for guidance and then surrender the rest to the Goddess.
A powerful affirmation is " I will to do thy will... show me the way ,,, what next ? "
There must be a reason for all this. It can all turn round instantly you know. Don't give up 5 minutes before the miracle happens. Please keep us posted.
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- 23.12.2008 @ 18:20:59
I'm going to take a different route that you might not like to hear. What do you need to get rid of in your life that is dragging you down? There likely is some feeling of not deserving that is a deeply held belief. It's time you went deep inside and got rid of that old dead branch of a belief system.
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- 24.12.2008 @ 02:37:02
I have been homeless afore wi Cassie and chucky my two cats we have now be living in a flat for a month now still got no furniture but at least we not homeless any more all i can say is i hope things work out for you the way they did for me
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Pro - 26.12.2008 @ 00:00:12
Sheryl , I so hope that the worst does'nt happen ; I know hardly anything about you but your pain , weariness and despair scream out from your sad posts here . . .
And do'nt feel guilty about posting that at this time - I hate feeling that I 'have' to be jolly just because it's Christmas .
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freeasthewind
- 26.12.2008 @ 01:18:53
Thank you for your post. Hopefully, the bank transfer goes through tomorrow or I feel I will be in for a yelling match. But,there has been an angel trying to help me. Thank your for the comfort
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- 29.12.2008 @ 20:05:13
Oh freeas I have only just seen this post. I hope that by the time you get this, everything will be sorted out and that you will be back to happiness again. My thoughts are with you and my greatest and brightest blessings to you in troubled times. xxx
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- 07.02.2009 @ 10:22:03
Free so sorry but have been absent and did not see this post -I am praying that you are managing to sort everything out for yourself and have found some sanctuary -blessings to you - love (remember EVERYTHING changes) Xx
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- 07.02.2009 @ 14:40:43
Thank you. It has sorted itself out a bit and something else has turned up it is a cycle you know. But I will survive
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- 07.02.2009 @ 15:51:08
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I am listening to you ... I hear your pain of emotion on this and I Hold you close in my heart and mind ... sending you strength to just Hang in there ... Listen closely to any thoughts that come to your mind in ways to help you ... I know that there is something that will come.
Please sweetheart Just Try to hold on.
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