I have this "friend", She's pretty fucked up at the moment.
She has a husband, an 8yr old daughter, 2 year old twins and a 5 month old baby.
She loves them all dearly, Her husband is absolutely amazing, he couldn't be a better husband and father.
He is her rock without him she would be dead already..

She has a nice home and nice things, She has a life that many would crave for.
She is grateful for everything she has and she knows that she should be happy.
But that's the problem she isn't happy, She hasn't been happy for a long long time.

She doesn't know why she is unhappy, It's just the way it seems it's always been.
She isn't cut out for motherhood, She wonders why she was stupid enough to have so
many children.
Yes she loves them with a love stronger than words can express but she hates them too,
She hates the crying and the constant demands.
They want more than she feels she can give.
Her baby is such a gorgeous bundle of cuteness but he drives her crazy.
His cries tear through her heart and make her feel like a failure.
He has been really fretful lately, Maybe he is teething...
My friend just isn't coping she has dark thoughts,
Thought's that scare her, Thought's to awful to write.