i should lock up what happened to me last summer in a box and put it away
thing is, i dont want to
to be told by a doctor whom i now trust with my life that im not crazy
just because i have this disease it dosent mean i cant get on with every day things
+ its the only thing thats mine
that might sound strange
but hey im not normal and i dont think i ever will be and i think im finally getting to grips with that